Thursday, July 30, 2009
Today is a bad day for me.
This morning I felt that there is awkwardness between me & him.
I doubt I still love him, but.
I still care for him.
He will always remain in me.
He is not a friend, lover or an enemy.
He is just someone special.
I don't know why,
But my heart sometimes hurts thinking about him.
Anyways, I really feel like crying now.
First, I really scared I did badly for prelims.
I have been absent for 10 days due to fever.
I miss a lot of lesson.
And I don't know a lot of things.
Second, I can't forget the words he say yesterday.
Even though my emotions are taking over me now.
At least I can still study.
But I just keep feeling scared I did badly for my prelims.
I want to do well.
I got no more tuition.
I have to depend on myself.
Even if most of you say its just prelim.
To me it meant a lot because through prelim I know where I stand.
Oh gosh.
I really feel like crying the whole day.
Prelims is driving me crazy.
Someone talk to me.
I feel like crying.
7:58 PM
