Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan Matahari.
DIA datangkan petir dan kilat.
Kita tertanya-tanya ke mane hilang nya Matahari,
Rupa-rupanya Allah memberikan kita tumpuan.

Okies, actually I can't quote what Shu said in the movie.
Everytime, I am down. Syurga Cinta & Chocolates is the cure.
Sort of works for me.
Gosh. I know I am being religious this days,
But I like the way I am now.
For those who can't accept the new me or who I am now..
It is okay.. I understand..

11:19 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

To: -Joker Guy-
Thanks for the care & concern.
But please.. Just let it be..
He is still my boyfriend.
He is still the one whom I love.
He is the one who I think of each day.
Hope you understand what I am trying to say..
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All I wanted was to be by your side.
I am still confuse.. Am I suppose to let him go?

7:27 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

Currently thinking about him.
I really feel like breaking up.
But to think back,
If he does have feelings for me,
Wouldn't a break up just give him more problems?
I want to do what's best for him.
I only want him to smile.
It's time for me to talk to him face to face.

Patience is the key.
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School seems to be okay~
I can't believe I got Tan Yock Sew for English.
So not looking forward to tomorrow! Ho Mui Lian lesson!
BOREDOM!! But no choice Maths is after Chemistry.
Life can never get better~

11:34 PM

After I kissed Niki fur.
My lips got swollen..!
Gosh..
Is it allergies or what?
ITCHY!!!

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O level nearby..
And I am dead with the subjects!
A MATHS, SCI & COMBINE HUMANS..
die die die!
Why my tuition teacher last min say cannot teach anymore!!
Great~

12:41 AM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

I do not know what has gotten into me.
I am so pissed with myself.
I better stay away from boyfriend for a moment.
I just kept doing things that are irritating towards him!
Better make myself busy with studies now.
Erghhh... Really hate myself now!

8:49 PM

One thing for sure.

I would never want to lose him.
Only Huz, knows what I am talking about..

Hidayah ♥ Khaalis

ps: my guy lebih handsome dari die can! haha

2:37 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009

NiKi
This is NiKi.
Known as 'Spider-Cat'.
My 'Baby'.
A few months old. Female.
Troublesome at times.
But Adorable!
NiKi cuteness is irresistible.

11:20 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I was shock when Huz asked me out & bought for me a new scarf (a belated bdae gift)!
I quite like it.
I mean, it is quite sweet of him.
What I liek about him is that he teaches me the value of life.
Ouh. Did I mention I love his smile?
So menenangkan hati.
Did admire him for a moment.
But I still love Khaalis.
Thanks for the friendship.
He asked me out again. But better not go out with him.
Thanks for sending me back home, Huz.. (:

11:42 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I know I am going to lose you.
I am no where beyond your reach anymore.
I can tell you already have feelings for another girl.
I knew that this is going to happen.
I even told myself to be ready when this happen.
But why does it hurt so much?
Why am I still crying over you?
Why is my mind still lingering around you?
Why do you mean so much to me?
Why did I love you?
Right now I am tryingmy best to stay strong.
I am holding on to my tears.
This year, why every happy occasion turns out to be sad for me....

4:17 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I lack of understanding.
Or maybe its fasting month.
So I am making ourself futher a part.
I don't know.
I just need a friend to push me to study until fasting month is over.

p.s. I don't want to rely on you anymore. You help me to much. Friendship can be so confusing.

10:15 PM

READ MY LIPS!
I ONLY LOVE MUHAMMAD KHAALIS!

12:21 AM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

To Someone:

I have no feelings for you.

I only see you as a friend.

No more no less.

Stop asking me to two time.

I am not who you think I am.

I have block you from MSN.

& deleted your number.

Please don't bother me anymore.

Or I would have to change my number.

Where is the love?

8:18 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Happy 1 Month Anniversary.

Basically nothing happen.
Anyways, thanks for the present Franco.
I really LOVE teddy bear!
He also bought the color that I like.
Shall post the teddy on facebook~
THANKS YOU FRANCOOO!!!!!!!!!!

3:55 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Less than 1 hour till my birthday is over.
& till 1st month with him.

Today was great.
Grandpa was discharge from hospital!
He kept his promise alrights.
Thanks guys for wishing me "Happy Birthday" through sms-ing (not according to time)
-Farhanah
-Rudin
-Hajjar
-Franco
-Didi
-Fadzli
-John
-Feeza
-Bob
-Nazmi
-Nura
-DR Luke
-Ex-Midastars

Ex-Midastar! You guys were great.
Thanks for the SURPRISE.
I really appreciate it.
The cake was nice too.
Next is the October babies birthday!
Looking forward to it!
*Photos on Facebook*

shall continue later

11:05 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Today was very very tiring.
I had to send Grandpa to hospital.
My dreams are coming true..
It saddens me.
I hope and pray nothing bad will happen to Grandpa.
I lost someone last year.
I do not want to lose him this year.

Grandpa was sweet.
He wipe away my tears when I cried.
He promise that he will stay on longer so he will see me smile.

Didi,
You have been a great help.
Thanks for the concern.

10:01 PM

Why does blogger work well during midnight?

I realise I keep drinking sweet drinks for break fast.
Today I drank Coke, Pepsi, chrysanthemum tea & milk .
My stomach don't feel well now.
& it seems I am getting a flu soon.

Study date with Darling tomorrow.
I miss her so much.
Its been like two months we last saw each other.
I hope she can stay till breakfast.

It's been long since I last wear it.
I really had a hard decision.
By wearing it back,
I would have to change again.
Life is never easy.

12:57 AM

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

To someone:
I always wanted to rely on you.
You are one of my friend whom I always trust.
I always want to voice 'it' out.
But I just couldn't.
Everytime I want to say something.
I felt as if I shouldn't rely on you.

Am I a burden to you?
Or am I no one to you?
Now I am still strong.
But one day, I will crumble & fall.
Will you be there for me?
Or will you just leave me alone and let me suffer?

11:48 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009

To MHD:
I hope you like the present.
Sorry for what I said.
I didn't meant to hurt your feelings.
But it's best for us.

5:49 PM

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Just finish doing part of my house chores.
Tired!!
Anyways, heading to Geylang later to collect stuff.
Gosh. Better wake Sayang up at 2pm, since he coming along.
How long has it been since me & him go out together..
Ouh ouh. I miss him a lot can.

11:45 AM

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Just when I thought I want to go out today,
Mummy ask me do housechores.
Sucks!
Not in a mood for spring cleaning can!
Hmms. lazy.

Nikki is getting naughty.
Macam my Sayang. Haha.
Kaki takle diam. *giggles*
Sayang, I really miss you a lot.

Countdown. 10 more days to meet my Darlingss!
Ouh, my class is going to have another class chalet next week.
Bad day alrights. & I have a feeling they going to make it at end of year.
Gosh. Not money again!

It's so long never go out & have fun.
I know it's not the right time.
But sometimes I just need a day out!

To someone(MHD):
You misunderstood. I still love my Sayang.

11:32 AM